I hate being sick, I feel so incapacitated and useless. After work yesterday I was in and out of consciousness until I finally went to bed around 10:30. I felt all drained out. I guess working 10 hours contributed something to that. But doing this for the money will only go so far. Well at least I’m not working second shift (as if people are buying so many Ford Taraus’ that they have to make them 20 hours a day). I’m definitely gonna spend tonight resting. Shit, I gots no wheres to go and nothing extremely pressing until Monday. Oh so thankful for the weekends.

Sat down last night and got to watch some tv. I guess I can relax if I’m not reading php all night. Kinda pissed that they Killed Fred on Angel, made the entire episode into a tear-jerker. Joss Whedon is a good writer. Supposely after Angel is done this season he’ll be writing for Marvel Comics/Astonishing X-Men. So that will be interesting. Chappelle’s Show was funny as usually… I still need to catch the episode I miss two weeks. Well I gotta get to work.. L8r

It happened again… I see that they won’t be happy until I go down to that daymn store and knock some fuckin heads around. I’m chillin’ at work and if you know how any of my jobs have been, ya know that I’m in and out of the office, running back and front to the shop floor/classroom/around campus and sure I do leave my computer and I’m logged on to AIM/Yahoo or wahteva bullshit IM client that isn’t iChat AV. How come there’s always some fool that hits me up with some bullshit comment like: “Oooh daddy, I like it like that” or some other bullshit. Now usually I wold mind shit if I was at home, chillin at the crib, cuz if it annyed me I can always hit the little red dot. But at work, 8 out of 10, I’m not at my desk and staff people are coming in and out… Now before folks get to talk, I know that I shouldnt leave my shit all open but come the fuck on, the first thing outta ya mouth at 10am to another person shouldn’t be “Fuck me doggystyle”. I know I’m not the only one wit some common sense.

Its bout a half hour before lunch and I’m already exhausted. I’ve been maintaining my site, scanning office PCs for viruses, setting AV equipment for meetings, attending meeting, taking calls from corporate, testing new machines, and support shop floor hardware. The past 5 hours has been harsh. I am getting use to getting up at 4-4:30am. The only problem is that I can’t seem to stay awake past 10pm on Fridays and sleeping in on Saturday means still up and outta bed watching Power Rangers on ABC Family at 6 in the morning. And yes, I do have a bowl of cereal when I watch, Froster Flakes of course.

Anyway, I need to bounce out for lunch… I know I’m broke as hell and don’t get paid til Friday… luckily I have no bills this week or I’d be crying like a bitch-ass LOL

The next time someone says they’re looking for someone without baggage or issues or doesn’t play game, just CLOCK em in the daymn eye. I’m so fucking tired of hearing this bullshit. I read this all the time on the sites. My bruh tells me that is the same shit on the party line. You only gonna find 2 types of people nowadays, 1. those who just wanna fuck and 2. thoses who wanna marry. And what that is, it’s a game with past baggage and issues sprinkle on top. This drink must be speak through me right now… I should go lay down

I’ve been chewin folks out again… and I need to stop. My guy from J-Ville,George, says that I’ve been that I’ve been stressing over this website. But he’s not entirely right. This past weekend really got me down and every single thing seems to set up off because of it. I can’t really explain I’m like that, guess its one of dem issues I have.

I’m almost done with the new page… I like and I hope everyone else does too. I got a few more odds and ends and a bunch of hyperlinks to do b4 I’m done with the layout. Almost a moment to relax.

Well I don’t know how long this will be up… Pinch Penny has been having my SQL issues and for 3 hours, I thought it was my php that was fucking up. Relived and Pissed at the same time. But I got what I paid for… Been really irritable and have been getting short and cussing people out lately. Maybe it is best that I stay in my room and watch Law & Order… over and over again.

This weekend has been so fucked up… and there is a lot to tell you so lets start with the obvisous. Last week, I pay some money for some new hosting space. It was alittle cheaper then DirectNIC and they allowed scripting. Me being the cheap, and lazy bastard that I am jumped at this chance, just to try it out. Everything was fine and dandy… It took a couple of days before the payment when through and the company’s own website did load kinda slow but my shit was still on DirectNIC. Until Sunday morning… I was up a good portion of Saturday trying to set up the necessary cgi scripts to run Movable Type to no avail. I guess since my domain did not point to the new web spacs, Pinch Penny, I couldn’t configure anything correctly. I tried Greymatter and even some other crap. Back to Sunday… since nothing was working without the pointers I go ahead and change my nameservers. BIG FUCKING MISTAKE. Evidently when I did that all my pages, images, layout and post were erased. And they are not retrievable. I was pissed… I’m still pissed about it, but there’s nothing I can do but to move on. Anyway after 12 hours the IP adrresses propagated and I was able to set up this new system using B2. It was simple enough but its gonna take me awhile to get my layout back. Oh well

Friday was uneventful until a half hour til I got off from work. Thats usually the time, when folks rush to do everything before they leave for the weekend. And it seemed that they all wanted to push their work on me… I could handle that but I had a dentist appointment. And I finally had the tooth pulled. I was a bad experience though. The dentist pretty much “prision-raped” my mouth. Despite the fact that was numb and didn’t feel a thing. There was a nurse that sat behind me and literally pulled my mouth back, stretching shit all out so dude could get to my tooth. After everything was said and done, I was taking drugs for gum and tooth pain but for my face. My cheek still hurts now and luckily the swelling went down.

Saturday, I spent a lot of money to get my car fixed… I hate doing that. I hate spending money on shit I don’t want to. I spent 4 hours at the Dodge pacing, and watching some bullshit infomercials on FOX. They were the guts too. One was a real estate scam were these 2 twin little people and all the testimonials were by parapelegics and foreigners… You truly had to see it… I tried not to laugh cuz my face was seriously hurting but you just couldn’t help it. Man this weekend was fucked up…