Site down time sucks chesticles but isn’t much I could do about that.

Been thinking bout going back Philly during my vacation, cuz I really need to get some time to clear shit out and I think I can do that back home plus I have some things I need to wrok out with my pops. Been surfing a couple of Airline sites and pretty much if u decide to fly within a week or so, your wallet gets fucked in the ass, prison-style without the vasoline or spit. But I’mma work something out.

I kind anxious bout the interview I have tomorrow. I told my boss that I have a doctors appointment which isn’t really a lie. I do have one, its today and not tomorrow. But hey, I gotta do whats right for me right??

My third time trying to write this out, daymn office intranet keeps fucking up, but I digress.

Well I’m feeling much better then I did yesterday. Me and this job have some serious issues and its tme for me to go. I’m already distancing myself from this place and I’m on the verge of just walking out. This pretty much sums up how I feel:

Tony: they were forcing me to work in the area where I had the accident
Tony: so I’m trying to be out
D: really??? wow
D: are you okay?
Tony: no… and I dont want to be here
Tony: but I need money
Tony: so I’m putting this place before my health and I hate each and every one of these muh fuckas becasue of that
D: yea - I feel you…but that’s horrible…especially if they’re making you work where u had the accident
D: That’s not healthy
D: In IL - you can quit and you’re guaranteed unemployment for that
Tony: they’re all like well u have to work through this
Tony: well Indiana is different
Tony: but at least I can quit and not give notice

Anyway, I’ve just realize that my boss must be deaf or something, cuz he obviously doesn’t listen to a daymn thing. Me and my co-worker have to tell him thing 3-4 times. For example I have two network printers on the AS400. Now for some reason the names on the AS400 were switch so what was rider 5 is now rider 6 and rider 6 is now rider 5. It’s simple to understand and it doesn’t matter what printers u have out there but if it’s connected to the one switch it will always be that switch name. Also doesn’t matter if u swap printers out… it’s so fucking simple. But he doesn’t listen. He spends an extra 2 hours of downtime trying to figure out why rider 5 is now rider 6 instead of getting them to work. Aaarrgh

To move on… I have a job interview this week with Horseshoe Casino in their IT department. Bad news is that my interview is at 1 in the afternoon; good new is that Indiana Labor Laws don’t require me to give notice to my employer if I plan on quitting. I’m so temped to be a dick with that. Off to finish this day.

Ain’t feeling to well today folks, I just bout had a panic attack at work and need to get outta there so fucking fast, but atlast I was stuck there until 3. It was not a good feeling at all. I had to go back to that spot again. And stand there as it went back and forth and up and down. I got dizzy and shit, started shaking. I need to get away from Lear for a minute. I’m glad I have vacaion time come on on Easter next week cuz I seriously don’t need or want to be here at this plant. Moms says that I’m suffering from posttraumatic stress and that its okay and normal, but I don’t wanna feel like this. I need to find another job and quick.

Finally had my drink yesterday. Mostly was up on some Corona but I did have drink or 2 with that Absolut Vanilla. Shit had me buzzing so much my dick got hard. Unfortuantely I’ve been up since 4 that morning and I passed out snoring on my boys couch while everyone played spades. That was some good shit though.

Before I go, I need to speak on this commercial I keep seeing. And I always see cuz I only watch two stations, Cartoon Network and TNT for Law & Order, but there’s this spot for Six Flags where the “Old Man” gets off the bus and starts flailing. Dont know why its so fucking disturbing to me, but it is. Maybe its the remains of the Absolut thats fucking with me.

Words simply can’t describe the extreme of how tired I am right now. Damn caffeine withdrawl. I’m kinda pissed off right now bout the lack of clarity on the time that I actually leave during the day. It seems okay for everybody else in this plant to leave whenever they damn well please but I gotta stick around and wait this the last muh fucka leave, lame-o’s. Today I gotta stick around into the 2nds shift to watch a test run for this new car line. This wouldn’t be so bad if I was able to come in later in the day, but I gotta get up at 4am to be here at 5:30am… shit sucks. In reality, a nigga didnt even get outta bed until 5:15 and barely had time to wash my wash. So yes, I sufferer of “Day-old Balls” and I don’t care.

I could kill for a Mountain Dew right bout now… I’m really felling irritatable and tired without one or four.

I’m starting to miss my old job at PUC. Actually I miss the freedoms I had. cuz the paycheck surely wasn’t shit to brag about. But I was able to come in and do what I need and leave when I was suppose to. It was nice, but again that pay sucked dick. Oh well I need to find something else to do (aka look busy) for another 20 minutes til lunch starts. I hate long ass days

I know I promise a 3rd entry yesterday, but after work, my bed looked so comfortable, eventhough its not. SO I threw my clothes off and laid down all afternoon and evening watching Law & Order and iChatting with my peeps in Jacksonville FL. Hopefully the nap will do me good especially since I have to work little over 12 hours today. Its only quarter after 7 in the morning and I’m fiend for a bottle of Mountain DEW/caffeine.

ANyway I found the Cool Button Maker yesterday. I’m starting to see them everywhere, so why not join the band wagon. Here are some of mine:

Ya-hoe!

- (noun) 1. A male or female who frequents Internet chat room, particularly Yahoo!, AOL and MSN chat rooms in search of physical gratification . 2. Derived from the words Yahoo! and hoe. Examples: 1. A man with one hand on his genitalia, his other hand on his mouse and his eyes fixated to an overly pixalated video image of which may or may not be a woman’s breasts. 2. A woman who misleads men about her appearance/age/sexual interests or says she’s going to perform certain acts and does not when confronted. 3. A man bent over naked with a cheap Logictech webcam aimed at his spreaded ass cheeks. 4. A white male posing as a female to lure black men into showing him their webcam/pictures.

- (verb) The process or act of trying to obtain a sexual hook up over the Internet by frequqnting Yahoo!, AOL or MSN chat rooms. Congugation: 1. Ya-hoing! 2. Ya-hoed!

This was something I had to clarify. Its a term I use quite often especially since I stop using Yahoo Messenger. If you think that you’re a Ya-hoe! or something you know is one, please get them help before it’s too late. And BTW, expected a third post today.

Its actually Girard Avenue… I got of tired of the cross stroke picture of Schuykill River. So I uped and changed a few things. Now I just need to redo the index page. Anyway, expect another entry today

Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
If you wake up this morning and feel glued to the bed, then perhaps that’s where you should spend the day, dear Virgo. You have been working hard and long these past few weeks. It only makes sense that your body would rebel eventually. This is a day for rest and relaxation. The office will survive just fine without you. Call in sick, then disconnect your phone and burrow deep under the covers. You’re likely to sleep better than you have for a long time.