Ain’t feeling to well today folks, I just bout had a panic attack at work and need to get outta there so fucking fast, but atlast I was stuck there until 3. It was not a good feeling at all. I had to go back to that spot again. And stand there as it went back and forth and up and down. I got dizzy and shit, started shaking. I need to get away from Lear for a minute. I’m glad I have vacaion time come on on Easter next week cuz I seriously don’t need or want to be here at this plant. Moms says that I’m suffering from posttraumatic stress and that its okay and normal, but I don’t wanna feel like this. I need to find another job and quick.