I was setted the fuck up yesterday and by my own daymn friend. I try to avoid drama at all means but this shit was dropped on me like that daymn robot. Here’s what happened:

Yesterday, around 1:30pm I was chatting online with my peep, Drrrrl on Yahoo! (Mistake #1). He was like “You been iggin’ ya friends lately, you need to come see me yo.” I had no problems with this cuz what he said was true. Since being with Tracy I’ve been focusing all my time on the relationship and letting my friendship drift. Anyway, I had to go run some erruns before I made the trip to his place.

So when I get there, whe’re shoot the breeze and shit, catching on on what we’ve been doing. I told him bout Tracy and he filled me in on him and his boy’s life. It was all good. After bout 15 minutes of me being there Drrrrl gets a call on his nextel,

“Yea, he’s here.” I’m all puzzled and shit cuz there was no one else in the apartment but me and him so I know he’s talking bout me. “That was yo friend…” Grinning ear to ear and shit.

“Don’t play..”

“I ain’t yo, Alexius just pulled into the parking lot and saw ya car.” At that point I wasn’t mad, but whole bunch of shit is spinning around in my head.

“Alexius don’t have a car, you need to stop bullshitting me”

“Rode up here with some cat” Still grinning and shit. Grinning so much he probably walk off balance and shit. That’s when I realized that my ass was setted up. Thats when my shit went from cool to mean-mug. “Imma snap on Drrrrl before I leave here today.

“So why is Alexius here?” I’m still trying to keep my cool not feel all cornered.

“We’ve been taking on the phone for a hot minute, mostly bout you.” I forgot that I gave up Drrrrl number the last time I talked to Alexius. I didnt think about it, since Drrrrl had Alexius’ number anyway, plus it only figures my name is every third work outta Alexius’ mouth and probably the 136th dick to go in. Yet I digress. “I can’t tell you what we been talking bout but I understand where you’ve been coming from”

If you can’t tell me, why bring it up? Again I digress. Before I go any further I guess I owe y’all some back story. Alexius and I met up in the Summer of 2002 and we were a piece shortly there after. Sex was good, head was like “daymn” and yet it wasn’t to last. We split cirrca December 2002/January 2003. Alexius has a ghetto ass family. And at the time we were together if I were to call the house either the sister or the moms would answer and I would either get hung up on, told Alexius wasn’t there when Alexius was there and all types of other bullshit. After awhile, I could deal with it and said straight up: “I ain’t calling ya house NO MORE, you got my home number and my cell number, u know how to contact me” I was fed up. A month went by and I didnt hear from Alexius so I moved on. (Met this half black half Puerto Rician that was off the chain) After some time Alexius hit me up online (daymn Ya-hoe!) and we chatted for a minute. Eventually chatted led to hanging out again, hanging out led to hitting it until the questions came up, “Why can’t we be together?” And would asked this at the worst possible moment: I’m all up “in it” bout 1 minute from making the “Oh” face. Once the questions start up the so did the arguing then the no calling. This was a cycle that went on (off & on) for a year and a half.

Anyway back to the story… Alexius comes in with some tall cat with some big DSLs from Gary. (*shutters*) Introductions and etcetera etcetera and we all settle up in different places in the apartment. I was up in the kitchen reading either Vibe or Source, whateva one that had Eve & Busta jumpin over to the Aftermath label. At some point Alexius comes in and sits at the table and I’m still glancing through the magazine laughing at the ghetto shit in the back. Alexius was playing nonchalant and I wasn’t caring so I go and sit in the living room. I said “sup” to the tall cat and get back to my magazine until the Tall cat starts speaking.

“Wassup with you?”

“Nada”

“What you do for a living?”

“Work and you?”

“Laid off but my family takes care of me”

“Uh huh”

“So why y’all break up? I wanna hear the story from the horse’s mouth”

“Why be with someone you can’t trust?” Answered a question with a question, yeah I did it.

“What do you mean?”

“Don’t try to tell me one thing and do the complete opposite of that behind my back and don’t think it wouldn’t get to me. I mean… don’t say you love and you’re camming with my friends on Ya-hoe! and asking them to fuck you.”

“AH, the camming”

From there everyone had jumped in with their 2 cents about me and Alexius. We should be together if we really care bout each other, etceterra. Essentially nobody hear the fact that I don’t want to be with Alexius. Drrrrl dropped some wisdom as usually but found a way to contradict himself by mentioning that he was waiting for a piece to roll through. I didnt want my business all out there. No one needed to know that I did Alexius in front of Drrrrl and his boy or that I did Alexius in front of my other friend Thomas and he was the one that Alexius has been trying to hit up on the low. Like it was my fault that Alexius got fucked like that, actually it is but it takes two to fuck. All this within an hour… I was tired from all the bickering

So when everything was said and done, Drrrrl was trying to put out Alexius & Co. cuz his piece was coming through. Every time they left the house they come right back in, they had to see what my boy’s piece looked like. (Nosey ghetto shit). They finally got message when Drrrrl got serious on them told them to be the fuck out. I’m watching all of this, still bugging out and micrometers from breaking my foot off in my boy’s ass.

“Why you set me up like that man?”

“Y’all had some shit that needed closure”

“Fuck that! I didnt need that… that was drama”

“True but Alexius needed it more. Y’all were good together and what not. But on the low and as a friend I’m glad y’all ain’t together.” What kinda bullshit is that. All that bullshit bout getting back together and he’s glad we’re not. WTF!

“What?!? You know I get lick for tis shit you put me through.”

I would’ve hit him but it wasn’t necessary. Me and Drrrrl Was suppose to call me last night but I guess he got caught up. Anyway my fingers are cramping up and I’m quite sure that there’s a bunch of shit I left out. Oh Well if you need the obvisious hole filled drop a line.