Well I paid off the down payment for the apartment yesterday, so I guess there’s no going back. I need to go get the keys at somepoint this week. A major step to independence, so I should be happy. I had asome talks this week with both my mom and step-mom: my mom is actually moving in July now that I’m bout to be out. Ultimately she plans on moving out west like Vegas so there’s goes my security blanket. When I talked to my step-moms, she was pretty told me that I need to go out more and party and shit. I spend too much time work and shit. But a nigga got bills to pay and I just added a big ol’ $575+ bill to worry bout. I really don’t have time to bullshit.

I started to pack some of my non-essential crap yesterday, so my room looks like a hot mess. I found all my old porn magazines. Bitches were collecting mad dust in my sock drawer which fell apart too. Shitty Mexician craftmanship. I also went by the new place with Tracy to see the new wall colors. Honestly don’t think that I like the color in my living room… its a light flesh color. Well not my flesh color but the white folks version.