… I just happen to be a year older.

I’ve made it no secret that in the recent past I really didn’t believe in myself. I was never the right complexion, never the right size or weight, never had the right background. I always second guessing my actions, my decisions and I was never really happy. Unfortunately for me to get over the 10 year long pity party I was throwing myself I had to hit bottom and let me tell you that sucked giant gorilla balls. It had to take me cracking my skull open to realize that I wasn’t living the best I could.  I say all of this because I don’t want other’s to go through. It’s wasn’t easy and the job to making myself better and happy isn’t done, but I know that I’m on my way there.

Been fairly busy with the new job and loving it. Here’s just a little something til I get to posting regularly.